it’s a shame that we have to part but don’t think it was the distance that tore us apart you’re beautiful only goes so far cause in the end it comes down to who you are i guess now i know the truth this never really did mean much to you and you can try to defend yourself but i know, i knew that there was someone else remember the night you said we need to talk things aren’t working out i said so what it’s not like they ever did ever will ever could ever should so let’s enjoy what time allows and maybe we can fall in love again somehow but the doubts outweigh the past back when we wanted things to last so i guess here it ends years from now we’ll only say we were never friends no words i have left to say except i hope to see you again someday.
you may hear some things i say but i promise you’re hearing them all the wrong way i didn’t mean half the things you heard did you honestly think i wanted to make things worse i thought when you left you’d disappear, but i’m losing my mind cause you’re still here. i can’t sleep and when i can i don’t want to wake up cause i know you’ll be right there i just want you to go away, but at the same time i want you to stay i miss everything that made me hurt and i miss giving you the attention you didnt deserve. and i’m just making more mistakes, everything i touch seems to break, except you you’re invincible and i’m not and i just feel like the one you forgot. you’re leaving this town forever and god knows i’ll try to forget her, but i will i will remember that when we kissed the camera turns.
you never said, never said to me but your words mean as much as nothing could ever mean, you never said never said a thing but you did but i suspect i never listened, the things you say, the things you don’t say the long days, take it the wrong way, i can’t take this, i fucking hate this the words just pile up to be concealed by the touch of your lips.
and what you want and what i have are two different things but can’t we work it out somehow?